GRRRR I HAVE TO REWRITE EVERYTHING. RAGE RAGE RAGE RAGE!

This time I'll start with this.

When the snow wasn't here yet.. when it still was warm and wet.. on a cloudy day.. EVERYTHING LOOKED YELLOW. Seriously, I looked at the window and a yellow light came in through the window. It was so weird.


( Merry Christmas! )( Merry Christmas! )

Should I update? Gosh, I haven't done that for ages. Probably, 'cause I have too much to say. Thankfully, I finally have some free time but it's still impossible to do things I HAVE to. For example, Christmas gifts.
I listened to Emilie Autumn's ''The Opheliac Companion'' yesterday. It was almost three hours long but, still, entertaining and interesting. I also ordered Emilie's book ''The Asylum For Wayward Victorian Girls''.

Should I show you some pictures? I don't have anything interesting to show you, to be honest. I can show you the video though:




EDIT: Ok, since LJ is being a bitch again I'll have to split this stupid entry.

( Pixies flying through the forest )

I think I feel too tired to comment these. XD Any questions?

I feel so strange right now. Firstly, because of yesterday's evening ( I visited a healer/extrasense). I found out that everything is going to be fine with me and that's pretty much all that matters, I believe. I have three new yantras right now. Now my meditation is going to be a bit different.
And aaaahhh HALLOWEEN! I fucking can't wait! We will be the best zombies ever, damn right!
Yeah. I don't feel like writing really. I still have two portraits to draw this evening. Besides, tomorrow's a big test in math again.
Have a look, some pixies. Actually, a pixie spam.

Tonight I dreamed that I've dyed my hair black again. And I  felt terribly unsatisfied in that dream.

William's hiding!

I bought myself a new beret!

And here's the great collection:
( photo booooom )

They didn't accept neither me or Meidii for the theatrical classes, what a pity.
Today was full of sleepy thoughts, nothing, short drug-talk, potatoes and vintage photos. I've decided to collect vintage photos. I have to go to some vintage shops the day after tomorrow to buy my first babies. Someone wants to come with me?
So, here I have some other antique photos I wanted to show you. Took them from various sites..


( Forgotten )

I stole this from Vivianne. ;D heheh
Rules:
Go to urbandictionary.com and type in your answers to the following questions.
Post the first definition it gives you.
Tag 3 people.


1) Your name?

Girl's name. Someone you can't ever forget about. Will make an impact in your life. Sometimes bipolar.

Haha, isn't it obvious? XD

2) Your age?

Age norfs gonna die from overweight and clogaged arteries.
Ok, that's interesting..

3) One of your friends?

Super fun girl who is toatally hot! she also is super gifted at doing make-up!

That is true. XD Really!

4) What should you be doing?

The Prelature of the Holy Cross and Opus Dei, commonly known as Opus Dei (Latin for "The Work of God") or the Work, is an international prelature of the Roman Catholic Church, comprising ordinary lay people and secular priests headed by a prelate, whose mission contributes to spreading the Catholic teaching that everyone is called to become a saint and an apostle of Jesus Christ, and that ordinary life is a path to sanctity. Founded in 1928 by a Roman Catholic priest, St. Josemaría Escrivá, Opus Dei was established as a personal prelature by Pope John Paul II in 1982 through the Apostolic Constitution Ut Sit, making it an integral part of the Church's institutional structures.

XD That's what I'll be doing. Sure.

5) Favorite color?

dark purple dye that stains skin cells on adhesive surfaces (such as duct tape). used for lifting fingerprints from surfaces. the term is often given, loosely, to all methyl violets

Yes, yes..

6) Birthplace?

Capital city of Latvia. Center of Riga is very beautiful. especially old part of Riga. A lot of tourists say that it is very similar to Paris. There are good pubs and clubs in Riga where you can chill and it's not expensive. In Riga are the most beautiful girls in Latvia and Europe. They aren't fat. They are blond mostly and speak good english. They are not too tall as sometimes people say.
Gosh, who wrote this? XD

7) Month of your birth?

The idea of perfection. The 8th Month of the year in certain European and Asian cultures signifies greatness in achieving perfection, or something close to it.

Perfection, that's what it is. XD Riiight..

8) Last person you talked to?

Someone who is a poser. They are the type of people who will go around school wearin oversized earphones and carryin a ghetto umbrella.
Maybe.. XD

9) One of your nicknames?

A great strand of dank cannabis.

Haha, sure. XDD

10) Last ex?

The lack of anything
Sounds great!


I tag yuki, tomo and kara. <3

Hmmm, I'm so happy that Patricia gave me the ticket to BILDES as a present! ^__________^ Thankies! And today in general was fun and nice! I got so many presents, which is weird 'cause usually on namedays I don't get many presents. A BIG BIG BIG hug and a ''thank you'' to you all!
We went to Piens today ('cause Gauja was full). Yeah.. Sorry, I am too lazy to type today, seriously. ._. My bad!
So here you have some pixies instead.

Tell me again.. why do we have this note in our staircase? It's the first time when I see an ad there.. Nūjošana.. XD

( nūjošana )

Oh, by the way. I think I'll be attending theatrical classes! It's for free! I have the oudition on Monday. They have Gustavo and some other well known people as teachers! Yaay! I hope everything goes well.. ;D

The streets were empty today. Did you notice? Everything felt so silent.
But I met up with Gustavs.
It sure is cold here. Kind of impossible to get out of bed.
I want to live on Vārnu street.

Can you find me? And, no, I won't give a cut!

I am going to be very serious with you, dears, right now. It has never been this bad as it is right now.
Our debt is about 1050 Ls, mother has no work, she is very depressive, completely broken, talks about suicide. She's an alcoholic and that's not a surprise, you know. She has been a fucking alcoholic for fucking 5 years. We seriously have no money, we can't answer our debts, and mother's attitude is even worse than all this together. We have to move to a smaller flat, which is obvious. I don't know if they'll kick us out or not. We have to get out of this place within six months or else we'll be just kicked out.
Mother isn't answering the phone, she didn't go to my school's assemblage, she didn't go to the house administration office today, despite that she had to do that!!
I don't usually write this here but maybe someone is able to help.. I don't know, maybe you know a small flat we could move to or something. ._.
Deep shit as it is.

Fucking 1050 Ls.. or even more. x_x